DIEting

I'm trying to be more mindful of what I am eating and how much I'm eating of it. It is so hard. Will I ever get used to eating healthy? I feel like life is either about eating or daydreaming about eating. I'm using Weight Watchers right now, which does encourage me to learn how to eat what I enjoy in sensible portions and maybe learn to say goodbye to things that aren't doing me any good. And I want junk food so bad! I want ice cream, french fries, potato chips, cookies. Anything born out of grease, butter and a deep fryer. Hopefully I can keep at it and make it stick forever. I'm trying to undo almost 26 years worth or bad eating habits. So maybe when I am 52, it will come naturally. :/